Thursday, December 21
stay strong. - Thursday, December 21, 2006
you burnt paradise.but having said that it's just a sign that i should stand on my ground more firmly & not be tempted to turn away & take the easy route out. sketching is indeed very theraputic to me. music & pokka green tea were very good company today, along with my handy dandy sketchbook. did a couple more genesis logos & then proceeded to watch... BLEACH.
well, i'm done watching epi 7 already. and i have.. 99 more epis to go before i catch up with the current ones. grahhh. why didn't anyone get me addicted to this earlier, cos i am HOOKED. hehehe.
ok, i should be like very demoralised & down & depressed & all the other words you use to describe how sad you are. but, i am not. or at least i've become numb to it all. his shouting over the phone, then slamming it down, then calling again to shout even more, makes him feel better. not crying but feeling numb shall make me feel better. no matter what happens, as long as those i love believe i can stay strong, then i will.
in the meantime, *plays evanescence songs*